BEGIN AGAIN

wow it has been! a long while since i've written one of these! the last blog post i can remember was written at the beginning of '25, and we're approaching the end of '26. horrifying, really

so what's happened with me? vanity vanity all is vanity and chasing after wind. i spent all of 2025 writing like mad and then 2026 was a reality check and a half. talk about a self-confidence buster.

what did i do this year? well, i made one best friend and that's about all i can say. i've written a little, but not enough to matter. i've composed some things, but they're not the best. just about the only thing i can think of is Mhyworld and even that didn't really start development until the middle of last month. so, nothing, then?

hitting this year directly after 2025 was a major wake-up call. this year already hasn't been the best due to a myriad of real life circumstances, but online circumstances haven't been much kinder. i suppose i could say i have no one to blame but myself, but that's not exactly true, as unfortunate as it is. but it is what it is: i can't change the past, so i'll keep moving on. ugh.

for something a bit more optimistic, my best friend actually started getting me into games i would ordinarily never try ever! his tastes are vastly different from mine, which has made me extremely leery of actually trying anything he recommends, but it's kinda hard to not try something when someone strongarms you into a multiplayer game by gifting you a copy

i've also been forced to appreciate what i have. i always thought i was relatively content with what i had, and then i realized i was completely wrong. whoops. i'm not a big fan of reality checks when they slap you silly upside the head.

so i reopened my blog! what's up with that? well, i need somewhere i can write like a spastic that isn't A. a friend's dms or B. somewhere extremely public and embarassing. i've done both options before and i hated both of them because there was either too much silence or not enough privacy. well, i have a blog now, so hopefully it's less of an issue now?

i'm currently planning to write a blog post whenever i feel like it, which could be at literally any time. there's a high chance i fall off of this after a month, but hey, at least i tried, right? better to have tried and failed than have died and. somethin somethin. i dunno, im not good at metaphors.

what else is new?

well, since discord is currently under pressure by every world government to become their surveilance platform, i've decided to move to stoat! (or stoat.chat if we're being pedantic.) it's a lot jankier due to having a lot less money behind it (as it's run on donations) but the features it offers is so much nicer than something like, say, fluxer. (you can use any emoji in any server! for free! holy smokes! fluxer also needs you to cough up for that!) not to mention a server i moderate is moving there too, so i'm kind of obliged to show up in some capacity. but the platform is a lot nicer than discord, which is upsetting. remember when everyone moved to discord from skype? those were some interesting times. i'm going to get to see it again in my lifetime

holy website upgrade, batman!

if you're reading this, then you're either here early through the neocities page update function or whatever, OR you're here after the 7.0 update has released! hopefully the latter.

i've been working on and off on this update for several months, mostly not having the time, energy, or motivation to work on it. but LG released his website update yesterday at the time of writing this, and i'll be darned if i don't make my website look good too! i need to take more pictures. or make more backgrounds.

the website update tragically had to put off the story and comics pages. the latter because i'm unsure if i'm going to be doing any comics any time soon and the former because i had a really ambitious and cool idea for it and i still can't make it. that's just the way the wind tumbles, sometimes. gotta drop features to get the project out.

i'd apologize for not touching this site for several months, but i don't think anyone... cares? like, the website is certainly a unique novelty, but no one really cares enough about this website to make it worth the amounts of effort i put into it. maybe i should start making neocities-exclusive fics... hmmm... potentially...

other than that, i don't really know what else to put here. can't really make any new blog posts until i get this update up and dated, so i suppose i'll be focusing on that for the time being. update coming very soon trust!!!